Wednesday, March 24, 2010

My Decision & Goals


Today is the day that I have decided that I am going to lose my weight.  I have been fat all of my life, and now I am going to put an end to it!  I am sick of feeling like I cannot do anything.  I am tired of feeling drained, when I have done nothing.  I want to be around for my son.  And to teach my son healthy eating habits! 

I am a single parent from Wyoming.  I have worked in the Oil & Gas Industry for about 5 years until I got laid off!  I got laid off and so I went back to school.  I have been going to a Community College since I got laid off.  Now I am going to be going to UCMT.  Utah College of Massage Therapy.  I have always wanted to do this, and so now is my opportunity.  
 
Here are my stats!
Height: 5' 6"
Weight: 284 pounds
BMI: 45.83 for those of you who do not know what that it, it is Body Mass Index.  It says that I am Obese.  A normal BMI is 18.5 to 24.9.

(I think I will stop at that for now, maybe I will post my other measurements on here tomorrow.)

I am going to post here daily.  Not to show everybody that reads this, but to show myself that I can!  I am posting about eight pictures of myself on here to show what I look like before I start.  These pictures are from the last couple of years.  

This is me & my son Ethan at the Monster Truck Show.


This is a picture of me trying to look cute, with a new puppy in my arm.  Has anybody noticed that a lot of the pictures taken are by cell phones? So you can always see that arm holding up the phone.

This picture I thought I was looking HOTT!.... And I think I was DRIVING! Ahhhhh!  I was going to see my former fiance.

This is me when I was a bit thinner!  I actually really like this picture.  Hmmm, I think this is about 3-4 years ago.  (hopefully soon, I will like an even better picture)  Oh, do you see that arm?  CELL PHONE PICTURE!

Another Cell Phone Picture, this was 2 Chrismas's ago.  So that would be 2008.  CHEESY SMILE!  ha ha!

My sister, My Grandpa, and ME!  Yes I am in a Dress!
  
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 THIS IS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO PUT ON THIS VERY PUBLIC BLOG.  BUT I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE A CHANGE, AND SO HERE GOES NOTHING!!!

ARE YOU SURE THAT YOU WANT TO SEE THIS?

ARE YOU REALLY SURE?

ARE YOU SURE?

OKAY, HERE GOES NOTHING!

Ethan & I swimming!  I hate going to the pool, but he sure loves it!

Things you do for your kids!

Okay so I guess if you wanted to read the rest of blog, then you HAD to look at my REALLY FAT - Fat pictures!

I do not know what "diet/lifestyle" I will be following.  For right now, I am going to stay away from the Devil Foods.  Pop, Candy, Sweets, and BREAD!  And I am going to exercise.  I have enrolled in a kickboxing class.  And on the days that I do not have a kickboxing class I make sure I do some kind of exercise.  I would like to walk at least a mile everyday, but the weather here is very unpredictable.  I just want to make sure that I am moving more than I have been.  For example.... instead of asking one of the kids to do something, I will get up and do it myself.  Instead of walking across the street to the store.... I will walk or ride my bike.  I have Wii Active, and so I will do a routine on there... at least I am working out (and that does work you). I think this is where I need to start for now, and I will work my way up to heavier workouts.   I know that is not a lot to start out with, but I need to start somewhere! 

Well, it is time to go to Kickboxing!  Wish me LUCK!  I WILL NEED IT!!

Your Friend,
Carly

4 comments:

  1. it looks great and i am proud of you that you are going to do this. But you are wonderful how you are so dont forget it
    Kimberly

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  2. Dear Sissy,
    I cant even begin to tell you how extremely proud of you I am! I saw your post on FB and immediately came to the blog. I know how excited you were to try out for the biggest loser and how disappointing it had to have been to not make it. Never would I have imagined that you would have done this!

    Carly, you brought tears to my eyes, you are so brave and I know you are strong. You have the power to do anything you chose to do! Looks like you have made a big step in starting this blog and classes, and to me that makes you the BIGGEST WINNER around!
    This isn't going to be easy, and I know there will be times when it gets so hard you will want to give up and quit, but be strong for Ethan, and YOU! Kimberly said it right when she said YOU ARE WONDERFUL!
    I LOVE YOU CARLY JUNE MAEZ and I am your BIGGEST FAN!

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  3. I am and always have been a proud mom, I know that this has been the biggest fight of your life. you are Stronger than you realize, don't ever give up, make the change for life..........your's and Ethans! You are amazing! I LOVE YOU BABY!

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  4. GO GO GO!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! I just got Bob's Boot Camp video (Biggest Loser!) and can't wait to get started! ( I have to wait for my birthday, until then I am walking, and cutting down my portions!) I even committed Matthew to working out with me three days a week! GO YOU! I will be checking up! ;)

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